Sunday, May 13, 2012

Happy Mother's Day

To be completely honest I don't like Mother's Day.
To me it is a just a holiday that reminds me I never got to even know my mom.
Ya know what though...
Today while driving to work & thinking about it
I started to wonder...
What is harder?
Living without a mom?
Or dying from cancer & knowing you won't get to even know your daughter?
I honestly don't really know.
But I can't imagine how scary that would be... :/
My dad sent me this picture today of my mom's grave.

To you mom, I love you even though I never knew you.
I'm sure you were a great person.
And I really wish someday I'll meet you in Heaven.
Your death is something I will never get over.


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6 comments:

  1. natasha {schue love}May 13, 2012 at 9:29 PM

    Oh my heart breaks for both you and your mom. I can't imagine how difficult it was for her not getting to now you and the beautiful woman you became and how you've managed over the years. Thinking of you today, especially. xo

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  2. ally (the ruffled lace)May 13, 2012 at 9:44 PM

    hugs nicole xxx

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  3. AlexaMay 13, 2012 at 10:28 PM

    Oh my gosh Nicole. My heart just broke reading this post. I know your mom is looking down on you right this minute and I know you'll get to meet her someday, somewhere. This is such a sweet and honest post. Hugs to you. xo

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  4. bridechicMay 14, 2012 at 1:48 AM

    My mother is gone too and when Mom's Day rolls around I do miss her a lot. I hope though that motherless daughters everywhere find either happiness in their own motherhood or peace in living without.

    oxoxoxo from San Francisco
    Amy
    http://bridechic.blogspot.com

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  5. AnonymousMay 14, 2012 at 6:33 AM

    I'm so sorry you weren't able to get to know your mother... =/ I too hope you will meet her in heaven. xoxo A-

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  6. Emily | RecentlyMay 14, 2012 at 7:26 AM

    Oh sweet girl, I hope you were able to find some comfort yesterday, and that you keep believing that you WILL meet your mama some day! Lots of love and hugs to you!

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I love reading all your comments & appreciate it a lot!!!! Thanks so much!! :) Have a fabulous day!!