Journey into the Unknown

Pre-Savannah:

My first time in Savannah was when my bf & I drove cross country for his move. I instantly fell in love with the city.
I just loved everything about it, especially the trees & the downtown area & just everything.

For the first time in my life I sort of feel like I have no idea what I'm doing.

I'm relatively optimistic though.

Tomorrow I'm driving to Savannah, Georgia. 

I will be there for an entire week to find a place to live & job hunt.

Then I'll be going back to Portland for a week.

I'll be hanging out with friends, my nephews & fambam, and volunteering at the Dew Tour.

Then my dad & I are driving cross country back to Savannah.

And then I'll be moving into my new place.

This is all very exciting... 

But I can't help but be extremely nervous. & anxious.

Every time I've gone somewhere new I've already had a job lined up.

When I went to Dublin, Ireland I had an internship.

When I came to Greenville, South Carolina I was working for my uncle.

Now I am going to Savannah with no job. 

I have saved up enough to survive for about 2-3 months.

Depending on how much fun stuff & shopping I do. :) 

I'm really scared & nervous, but at the same time I am so excited.

So excited, because this is it.

This is life. 

And now I am journeying out there to follow my dreams.

And try to do what I want to do.

And make a career & become successful.

This is what you spend your younger years doing. 

Learning everything you can so that you can go out into the world & succeed.

I think I'm ready. 

I hope I'm ready.

No no, I am ready.

I have set my mind to this, & I just need to do it. 

One of my favorite quotes:

"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."

I just pray that if I search hard enough & keep at it & don't give up that I will find a job within 2 months.

So tomorrow, the journey begins. 

And until then... I will be listening to Keep Your Head Up by Andy Grammer on repeat. 

Only rainbows after rain, right? :)

:)